Why Me?
Recently, I had the opportunity to pray at center ice of a local pro hockey game in front of 4500 people.
It was a sweet moment.
As I was waiting by the penalty box listening to the National Anthem, I thought, “Why me?”
With the chill of the ice beneath my feet and the chill of the goosebumps on my arms as the young gal sang, “of the land and of the freeeeee” I was dumbfounded how I got to this point.
How did I go from sitting on the sidelines of life watching others live their dreams to playing in the game and living mine?
Why me?
I’m just an ordinary guy.
Just five years ago I was content to have a good job, take care of my family, go to church, try to be a decent person, and live a comfortable life.
Until God disturbed me.
He filled me with a passion to help people live free.
And I know the only path to true freedom is the gospel.
The gospel produces community who are on a mission to make disciples.
Followers of Jesus who love God, love people, & live free.
The gospel was the seed that birthed Project Church.
And somehow, someway God called me to be a part of this.
Why me?
There are certainly better people God could have chosen.
Better pedigree.
Better leaders.
Better communicators.
Better looking.
You name it.
Some people feel the need to point out how unimpressive I am.
Too much this, not enough that.
So and so is better.
I already know.
I’m just a dude.
But I’m a dude who really loves Jesus.
I’m a dude who really wants you to live free.
To know the Jesus that I know.
To taste the grace that I’ve tasted.
To experience the freedom that I’m experiencing.
Why me?
Perhaps my life will be proof that there is a God.
Because if he can use me, he can use anybody.
That includes you!
So here’s to The Ordinaries like me.
Like Peter and John before us, may anything extraordinary we do be because we had been with Jesus.
May he always be the extra in our ordinary.
May we always remember that.




